December 23rd, 2024 a Monday The song playing on my spotify is "R U Mine?" by Artic Monkeys. I was thinking about texting him tonight i cant stop thinking about him but at the same time god ive got such a pool of doubts. I think about it in a Freudian manner "why do i need to think about someone?" "is he like me?" "what makes me so different from everyone else?" why dont i get love when it seems to come so easy to the avarage person